So its been a month, not that this actually gets read by anyone, but meh! Tonight offered a huge blowout in the apartment as entertainment, have to say it was really....not fun.
Jayme has been ragging on Whitney a lot lately, its really been getting on Whit's nerves, and rightly so. So finally Jayme attacked her again, and Whitney snapped, there was pushing and door closing involved, I went into my room because my goal of late has been to avoid any type of conflict between us housemates--clearly didn't work tonight! So after Whitney shoved Jayme out of her room, Jayme naturally moved down the line and came to my room, as people tend to do because I've kind of been shoved into the mediator role, and proceeded to bitch about Whitney, Marya, the three of us together, life in the apartment...the list goes on. She basically scrutinized EVERY about us, and it was just so ridiculous. I mean, we're leaving in a few days, and she has to start this humongous fight right during exams. I clearly told her that she was going about things all wrong, and that I didn't want to be a part of anything, but she just kept spewing out insults and stuff. Its not fun being told that you basically suck as a roommate, and she didn't hesitate to include me in all the things wrong with life in our apartment, even though I've tried harder than anyone to be nice to her and accomodate her into our lifestyle. That really pissed me off, and it was really hard to keep it together. Then Marya went out into the kitchen, and that apparently made her the new target, so they started yelling at each other and I went back to my room, now with a splitting headache and on the verge of crying. I don't know why I allow that shit to stress me out so much, but I do, and it sucks. So I definitely waited til Jayme went back to her room and I took off for a walk and a smoke, because I was just so stressed out by this point that I was shaking. That calmed me down a little bit more, and I came back to find Jayme leaving again--probably for the best, or I wouldn't have been able to come out of my room for the rest of the night! It was just a really stupid fight over stupid, insignificant stuff; I mean, we're leaving in a few days, what's fighting going to do for anyone right now? Absolutely nothing! I'm hoping we can just coexist for the next couple days without a fight, because I'm not putting up with this shit anymore.
And by the way, Jayme totally has my pegasus plate and I want it back!!!!!!!!! LOL

"There’s room to believe, Out of sight, Out of mind, Out of reach. Start over, is no way to begin...Long way from home, Lost by an echo, I’d never have known. I’ve got pictures to prove I was there, But you don’t care." {Out of Reach by the Get Up Kids}